November 2010
1 post
Are you?
I’m not happy.
June 2010
2 posts
April 2010
4 posts
“I’ve given you my best, why does he get the best of you?”
March 2010
5 posts
“I could feel a hot one taking me down for a moment, I could feel the force....”
– Andy Hull
February 2010
6 posts
Somethingyoushouldknow...
I miss you like crazy, even more than words can say. Cheesy, as always.
“Because a heart that hurts, is a heart that works.”
– Brian Molko
“And I just thought that you should know, if I could only know why you’d...”
– Daughtry
January 2010
5 posts
but maybe, you'll call me someday.
I’ve got a paper and a pen, I go to write your goodbye, And that’s when I know, I’ve got a world of chances for you.
Chances that you’re burning through.
I’m going my own way, My faith has lost its strength again.
It has been too hard to say.
We’re at an end, we’re at the end.
Malaysia.
A little part, wonderful.
A slightly bigger part, okay.
A huge chunk, fucked up.
Get me outta here.
Well, I just have to wait until September. Yee-haw!
“I might have to wait. I’ll never give up. I guess it’s half timing, and...”
– Michael Buble
“And so I sent some men to fight, and one came back at dead of night. Said...”
– James Blunt
December 2009
9 posts
And maybe someday we will meet, and maybe talk and not just speak.
As strong as you were, tender you go. I’m watching you breathing for the last time. A song for your heart, but when it is quiet, I know what it means and I’ll carry you home. I’ll carry you home…
These are the times when you just feel the sorrow of everything that has been going on in your life. Why can’t I?
Btw...
Maybe it’s time for miracles.
My accidental feelings.
Yeah.
Of a kind now existing and appearing for the first...
I just want to burst out of everything surrounding me and get myself to new places. New scenes, new agendas, new environment and even new problems. As long as it’s NEW.
*knockknock*
But I’m not listening for the right words anymore…
I’ll just take what’s left.
November 2009
5 posts
Downinthedumps.
Because you were just trying to find someone who really cares. And when you do, you only think of your benefits. Put in some clichés and it is over to you. Like nothing happened and I’m the bitch.
“I found myself in the riches. Your eyes, your lips, your hair, well you were...”
– Jason Mraz
Possiblymaybe.
We’ll be together in another life.
“Life’s just a pace-car on death, only less diligent. And when the two...”
– Patrick Stump, Fall Out Boy
October 2009
7 posts
…and maybe I’m willing to take this risk.
Airconditionerstuckonheat.
I’ve never felt like this before.
Hair-raising.
Gut-twisting.
Heart-aching.
What do you think I am? Trash?
I’m just glad, to be honest.
I was stupid and now I’m done.
Cigarettes, anybody?
It’s not me, it’s you. Actually, it’s the taxidermy of you and me. Untie the balloons around my neck and around me. I’m just a racehorse on the track. Send me back to the glue factory. Always thought I’d float away. And never come back. But I’ve got enough miles on my card. To fly the boys home on my own. But you know me: I like being all alone. And keeping you...
You’ll get what you deserve. Someday.
September 2009
23 posts
I’m dreaming of sleeping next to you I’m feeling like a lost little boy in a brand new town. I’m counting my sheep and each one that passes is another dream to ashes and they all fall down. And as I lay me down tonight. I close my eyes, what a beautiful sight. Sleeping to dream about you. And I’m so tired of having to live without you but I don’t mind.
If I should be so bold, I’d ask you to hold my heart in your hand. Tell you from the start how I’ve longed to be your man.
I hate the fact that you’ve got a hold on me.
“Hello, tell me you know, yeah you’ve figured me out. Something gave it...”
– Jason Mraz
Hmm..
My feelings are confusing me. Twisted. Wicked.
